OnlyOneChance

All these songs running round in my head Constant drone of words unsaid It's all in my mind, but I cant control Getting sick of all this shit Inside my head Why can't I just be normal Why do I have to put myself through this Going over everything Raking through the past with a fine tooth comb Its not like I can change anything Not like I can fix my mistakes Not like I can do it over And try not to mess up like last time I've always said, no regrets Nothing I can do now so why worry But I've only pushed it down And now its overflowing And my inner voice screams at me For all these mistakes So many mistakes How different th

The clock ticks always, But the hands never move. Spinning confusion, Confusion can soothe. Behind my closed eyes, Colours are bright. You come into view, And it's all black and white. The wheel turns once, But never again. Soothing confusion, Confusing my brain. This hateful world, So full of spite, Was all blacked out, Just for one night. The feet walk forever, On legs that are broken. Brain full of confusion, Confusing words are spoken. You said you loved me, And never would leave, But now I've decided, I won't be decieved. I stand eternal, You lie on your back. No more confusion, My final attack. You said y

Don't love me, just leave me, And walk out the door. It's not like we've not been Through all this before. You always turn away, Then come back wanting more. Don't love me, just leave me, And walk out that door. I imagine how much better, My life would be, So much easier for both If you didn't love me. There's no feelings on my part, It's all just routine, The repetitive love, That's not meant to be. Don't love me, just leave me, And walk out the door. It's not like we've not been Through all this before. You always turn away, Then come back wanting more. Don't love me, just leave me, And walk out that door. Now do

I can't believe, I ever believed, In you. It's the end, Now I'm free, We're through. What have you got to show, For all those years? I hope you had fun, Causing my tears. Cause now I know......... And what have you got to show?

A little less than unexpected, A little more than not. I knew I couldn't trust you, But it looks like I forgot. You tore my life to pieces, All for fun it seems. I thought that you could love me, but, It was all in my broken dreams. You gave me stone roses, And smashed my paper mache heart. I couldn't live without you, Now I'm glad that we're apart. Broken promises and lies, We're all you offered me. But now we're through, I know the truth, So no more broken dreams.

Why won't he look at me? What have I done, Which was so wrong, Or is it just who I am? Why can't he see, I'm torn up inside, But I have to hide, It as best I can? Why won't he look at me? Why won't she talk to me? I've done nothing wrong, Bu I long, For her forgiveness. Why can't she see, I'm torn up inside, But I have to hide, This, It's all a mess? Why won't she talk to me? Why can't I love him? It's nothing he's done, He's done nothing wrong, It's what's in my head. He's under my skin, I'm torn up inside, I try to hide, Just carry on ahead. Why can't I love him? Why can't I leave him? He's always been there, A

I'm finally free From all the lies, my mind Once censored and dark Has been opened To see the light of the world once more. I couldn't live In a world of suspicion, Of sadness and guilt, And most of all Anger. We weren't mad at each other, But at ourselves, Friends and family, And how our dreams were twisted By reality. We were gonna do well, Be well off, but not too rich, just comfortable. And have the wedding of your dreams, Which you didn't want. Our future children, first a son, Who you've already named Michael, Even though you don't want kids. Your career, too afraid to try, just in case you fail. My career, you

Here we go again, Time to change, Masquarade's fallen through, Disguise has faded, Here we go again, It's time to change. Slave away, For a thankless God, Breaking body and soul, Walking away is easier said, So hard to break the mould. So much, To offer, So hard, To begin, Endless roads, But we suffer, On the wrong road, My soul's dead. Like the glass slipper, On the ugly sister, Everything's screwed up, Messed around, Not getting better, We're all losing out. It wasn't meant to be like this.

Why does the world keep turning, My mind is turning inside out? Why do the fires keep burning, When our love is in real doubt? Why are rivers still flowing, If I'm left here without you? Why is the grass still growing, When I don't know what to do? Alone, lost, confused, When I'm without you, After all that we've been through, I thought that we'd be more than this. What have we to lose, Take a walk in my shoes, Please, what can I do? Don't tell me it's the final kiss. I can't live without you.